I needed to vent because this has happened two nights in a row now
My therapist doesnt' seem to be concenred but its bothering me alot. The first nightmare I had about Mickey ever and it kills me. Just writing about it makes me sob and I"m not a crier but I woke up balling and my eyes were close shut. I keep the descriptions short because its to painful..
The first night was about someone kidnapping mickey and I. He was torturing me and made me watch him kill Mickey! He injected his little body with three different liquds
Then the next night I had another nightmare this time someone ran him over
and again I was made to watch this happen.
what is wrong with me? I swear if anything ever happened to Mickey I dont think I could live... honestly! I have a lump in my throat just writing this and now I don't even want to go to sleep... I had to vent I'm sorry