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Originally Posted by cindy0721 me too... it really hurts... and well just plain suxs.. sorry.... it just does.....I can't even think straight... thank you for your warm thoughts. |
My hubby can't believe how upset I am over Madda. I was crying last night and he said, "Jen you haven't even met Madda" and I told him but I can still totally relate to your pain!! I lost a baby to the Rainbow Bridge. I know what it's like to grieve for a baby ... to wake up at night and cry because Katie wasn't sleeping on my pillow like she always use to ... or to take a shower and cry when I come out because she wasn't there to lick the water off my toes (she loved doing that). Or to see her do her happy dance when I get home from work, or the way she would kiss me ONLY on the mouth!!
After I told Jim all that he got all teary too. I think he now understands why this had affected me so much because sometimes he cries about Katie too and he always blames himself (which I yell at him for because it wasn't his fault, it was just a terrible accident).
Cindy, I'm sooo sorry. Just remember that Madda is in a better place right now. She's your guardian angel and she'll always be looking after you and her brother Gizmo.