Between losing little Madda yesterday and poor Josie being missing, I'm so sad.

I didn't get any sleep last night because I kept thinking of poor Josie lost and alone. Please come home baby!! Your mommy misses you so much!!
And then we lost our little Madda. I'm just so upset over that. It's so hreatbreaking to lose a baby ... but especially when your baby has had all her shots to prevent her from getting an illness in the first place!! What the heck are the shots good for if they don't do their job?

This is just so devestating.

Rest in peace little Madda.
I don't know how anyone else feels but I'm really down today.