Oh my god Terri... I AM SO SO SO SORRY... i was reading this post from the begining and was taken back by the shock of your email... i can't help but tear up here at work.
I am so sorry... i know the pain too well myself...(Honey - that's where the user name comes from) it's never easy to let go...Please know that your baby is in doggy heaven now and is feeling no more pain. I will say a prayer for you tonight... may god bless you always.