[Isabel]

Hello, I know you know how we love our little ones... Well, Luna is my baby girl, I have two precious skin boys, so she has played the roll of my baby girl, the one I can brush, the one who uses bows on her head, the one who just follows me everywhere, so she has really become a substantial part of my life.

We have been trying to close on a house for investment for the last month, and it has completely changed all my plans to go to Mexico (where we are from), and it has reduced our 25 days trip to a quick 10 days trip, and I was going to bring little Luna with me. Now, I will not be able to bring her because of our shortage of time, we will just be able to go to the beach for 1 week, and then come back home, and I with all this change of plans, there is nobody there who can watch her for me.

I will have to leave her at home, and today, when I finally decided that was what I needed to do, I have had the hardest time... I mean, I could say I am SO worried about leaving her that I am not even feeling like going on vacation, and my mind knows this is not how I should be feeling, but the fact that I had to consider to bring her to a boarding kennell really affected me... I have had a headache the whole day, and felt bad also, I mean, physically bad... Finally I found a good friend who will watch her while I am gone, but I am SO worried because she has 2 little kids (5 and 3), but she is really my only option, as I don't think Luna or I could handle the kennel boarding... She lives half a block from my house, and I told her that if she felt it was necessary because of the kids, she should just leave her at home, and just give her a couple walks...

I don't want to make such a long post of it, but I feel really bad, and just wanted to vent and listen your oppinion, and if you think I am really overreacting... My hubby doesn't get my point, and he is kind of upset... but well, what can I say, if this is how I feel...

Thanks, and sorry about the long post...