If you think you found what you really want to do with your life and you need another person to make it happen - then continue looking to find that other person.
I agree that family is important, but sometimes they are just so dysfunctional that you may need to distance yourself some (for your own health). As you are doing so much for everyone else, make sure you are also doing for yourself (and you should always take care of yourself first - even if this seems selfish, cause if you aren't taking care of yourself, how can you possibly take care of others).
Just wanted to let you know others are thinking of you, too.
__________________  Sissy & Angel |