 Unbelievable
This is just a ranting post.
I've tried SO hard to figure out what I should do with my life
so I FINALLY think I've figured it out
and my cousin says "I DEFINITLY want to do this with you"
and we of course make plans for the future and I tell her "are you serious about this"
and she of course says that she's very serious and really wants us to go this direction.
So then how can she just back out
I mean what is her problem
She NEVER cares about this side of the family
she forgets how much we did for her
and how much I constantly do
I mean when was the last time her and her siblings even got me a birthday present?
FAMILY is so much more important then friends
I mean my family is SO messed up
but I still know they should come first
I've given up sooo many friend things that were important just because they were visiting.
I reschedule everything so I can make sure they have a nice time.
This isn't fair to me at all.
I do so much for everyone.
now I have no idea what to do with my life yet again |