 River...
The paperwork she is doing is for my refund and to reverse the sale of him. She is doing this because I had a contract for him. I don't mind as long as I am getting my full money back. She agrees with me that he seems to be attached to her and that it would be best for her to keep him with her. I wish things were different!!! She told me he was stable and that he was stil not moving much. I know she is scared and she is doing her best with him. I asked her to please keep me posted on his life because letting him go was for him and so very hard for me and she said she would. I wish things were different and I will always love him and think about him but I don't ever want him hurt and I want him alive and safe and I do feel he will be ok with her. The crying part really doesn't go away that fast though does it. I feel like my heart is breaking and I just don't know how else to make it right.
I thank all of you for being here for me through all of this! I think it would be a whole lot harder if I didn't have this site to write to and get this support! Especially since no one is around here for me to talk to today and I was feeling alone in this before. Everything you have all said is important to me! Thank you!
~Tru |