I don't see anything wrong with what you are looking for in a dog and I think there have been a few misunderstandings in this thread due to the language barrier, as you pointed out. My first yorkie was my Valentine's Day present. I took her with me everywhere and just loved her to bits but she has always preferred my husband, and yes that does hurt my feelings so I think I understand how you feel. I also wanted a dog who wanted to be held and cuddled and had a special bond with me- yes ME ME ME!
. I recently got an adult dog from a breeder. He has the personality I always wanted and I am just so in love with him. He does have a tendency to bark at other people because he thinks he is my personal body guard. I do not like this aspect and we are working on it and will get that under control. Good luck on your search!