As you all know, I've been looking for something more affordable that will allow me to have my baby. I've been looking since March. I know a lot of you dont' think that's a long time, but I have to move and I had to find something fairly quick.
I'm going through a divorce right now and I can't afford the place i'm living without putting more financial strain on me plus the fact that I can't have a dog where I'm at either. When my soon to be ex-husband (going through a divorce right now) and I bought Beau, (back in September of last year), we were looking for a house to buy and didn't know that all of this would be happening.
I found out about 3 months ago that my youngest child has a chemical dependency issue and I've been dealing with that as well.
Believe me, this has weighed on my mind for a long time. It's going to tear the heart right out of my chest to see someone take him away, but I have to tell myself that maybe this isn't the right time for me to have a little one that requires so much attention. I just know that wherever he goes, it has to be wonderful FOR HIM. I just need to know that much. |