I'm sorry that it sounds like it will not work out with you and you fiance. I still think counceling is a great idea, you can go alone, if you're totally honest with the counselor, it can be a big help in future relationships. It sounds like he doesn't want it to work, so I would put my chin up, be proud of yourself and move on. There are plenty of things to do to help you, if you can't find a job right away, then volunteer somewhere. There is nothing like bringing a smile to someone else to make us feel better. Good luck!!
