 Oh my.... I'm sending tons of prayers and hugs your way
I'm sooo sorry! what a huge loss... I do know how sad you are, since losing Joey just recently, but please don't dwell on blaming yourself. Something very similar happened many years ago to me.... my SON drowned right behind me at a kiddie pool... fortunately, someone spotted him floating, and we were able to revive him and he has had no repercussions... he was 2 at the time. I was distracted taking care of my baby niece at the time... playing with her in the water. I was blessed that he survived, but I know how you feel, having been right next to Bailey when it was happening. I wish I could give you a big hug right now and cry with you... just know that there are many of us out here crying with you and mourning your loss...
God bless you....
deb |