Thanks Gina, its hard to put the fears behind us and continue living when you hear about people getting stabbed on the trains for no reason. it causes you to walk around fearful of everything. Sometimes we wake up grumpy but I always tell my husband I love him before I leave in the morning. I say its because I don't know if I'm coming back alive. He hates when I say that but in NYC that's always a possibility. Aren't I a cheerful girl?