[Tashasmom]

I try to stay busy and it helps so much knowing when i'm down I have so many wonderful people to turn to. I admit I have been crabby the last couple days. I feel like i'm snapping at people left and right and i feel so bad for it.
Today my mom and sister came by and wanted me to go with them..i said i didn't feel like it..they made me go and I'm glad they did. I needed to get out.
This week-end is going to be hard in alot of ways..we always go camping and take the dogs..but I am lucky that i have others to continue our tradition with and I pray to god I get many more years of enjoyment with them. Tasha was taken for whatever reasons I dont know but I know that while she was here we loved her so much and will continue to love her..YOu guys are so wonderful. I hope I can repay the kindness you have shown me..and those that I have snapped at. I'm so sorry and I'm trying so hard to snap out of this and not be so hateful to others...thanks..Christy