I think everything I do is crazy but I don't care. I love him more than I could ever imagine. I love laying with him and cuddling with him, and I think about him when I am at work all the time. I am actually considering taking a new job more money but more hours away from home etc.... but I am nervous to leave him not for his sake because my fiance' comes home early so he is never home alone, but more for me I don't know if I can be away from him that long. Don't worry about what other people think just be happy that you have are abled to experience that love with such a sweet baby.