I wish I had some words to say to help you, but I dont, when Kloey was gone all I could do is beg her to come back to me, hearing about Tasha has brought it all back, I had such a hard time falling asleep last night, I cried and cried, it is so hard and so painful, it hurts right in the pit of the stomach. But talking about her and TO her helps, I find myself talking to her more and more, I really think she can hear me.
I just wish this sort of stuff didnt happen, but it does and it's something we have to deal with, but thats why we have this site, this is a true yorkie family, and everyone here is very supportive, and were here for you. Please know that Tasha wants you to be happy, I know you might not think that now cause all you can think about is the sadness and I'm sure you cant get that picture out of your head, it's the same for me, I see my baby laying on that ground, or how I had her wrapped in a blanket and I was holding her and just begging to god to wake her up, you fall in love with these babies and we are so devoted to them, but the love remains and the memories you will treasure, I look at pictures of Kloey all the time and I do cry, it's not easy and I hope in time I can look at them and smile and I hope you will be able to do the same. But we are here for you!
Hugs to you! |