I am so thankful for all of the replies. My friend Liz told me it might help to come here and tell my story and she was right. I know I'm not the only one going through this and it helps to talk about her. I have spent most the day in bed this has just been so hard.
I do feel guilty because I do want to re home the horses. I know its not their fault but I can't help how I feel. If I had a dog that killed another dog I wouldn't keep him. I just can't stand the thought that this may happen again. I have decided to give it a few days. I do agree with you that I shouldn't make such an important decision about it right now.
Missy I know you are still hurting over Kloey. I am so sorry. To all of you that have lost loved ones I am so sorry. It isn't easy. When I lost Ty it took me two months to bury him and now I lost Tasha and I just feel like I'm in a nightmare. It seems like so many of are going through this here lately and I don't understand it at all. It doesn't seem fair or make sense to me at all.
April I can't beleive it either. We were talking that very day about this. How horses can be dangerous around yorkies and it wasn't long after that this happened. It was so quick. I didn't have time to do anything..she was gone. For those that wonder who April is..she is going to be Sadies new mommy and in honor of us and our loss she is going to keep the name Sadie for her. I think that is so sweet of her and it makes me feel so good. Tasha and Jersey were so close and I really appreciate that.
Thank you all...Christy
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