hey! well everyone said that i am doing remarkably well and i do feel almost normal except at night, so at night hubby walks agapi. even though i got mugged at 3in the afternoon, i do go to silent parts of the park where i dont see anyone , i dont feel afraid to go in there, now though i dont wear even a watch while walking him. i play with him. i dont think he is picking on anxiety because when i feel anxious he isnt with me, (this happens a lot when i am at shops where he isnt around) but 70 percent of the time i feel like nothing has happened. even i think that is a bit weird , i should be a bit more shaken but all i feel is a bit more cautious.
i do feel responsible because just before i left that day iwas about to leave him home but decided to take him because i was going to see the da vinci code and didnt wanted to leave him that long alone and look what happened
i dont know if dogs live in the present or if they remember anything but i do know one thing: my dog was not like that a before the mugging.... he was happy and curious to be outside and now he wants none of it.
i am working on being patient as much as i can and giving him a lot of love, but sure enough a vacation in france (next week) will do the two of us a world of good i think
