I feel your pain. It has been almost two months since I lost my Merlin to a tragic accident. He fell back trying to get up onto the guest bed and hit his head so hard... I tried to revive him, all I could do was just hold him, unable to save him as he died there in my arms. I was in shock and for days I could not eat or sleep, tortured by what had happened going through my head over and over again. I still cry every night for him.
The only thing now that is helping me get through this is that tomorrow I pick up our new baby Yorkies. My husband insisted on two this time and who am I to argue?
I hope each day gets a little better. Just know my heart goes out to you...
