one week ago today.... I lost my little girl, I have cried so much in the past week if you threw me into a lake I would drown, for Im so hollow inside. My house has been so quiet, I just went through all her clothes and smelled each one hoping toget just one more hint of her smell, it just breaks my heart to put her clothes in a bag. If I could just bring her back here I would make sure she was always safe, I'm just so sorry I left her that day. I know I cant blame myself or anyone, it's not fair.
I just remember all the good times we had with her, god I loved her so much, I loved holding her and giving her kisses, and she would lay her little head on my shoulder and I would just pet her hair, she always smelled so good.
I'm sorry to go on and on like this, but I just cant help it, and I know if anyone cares, it's all you guys who do.
I dont want you to respond to this, just do me a favor and give your babies a hug for me and hold them close to your heart and tell them how much you love them. please just do that for me.
Ohh Kloey honey I miss you something aweful!!!
Please god, give her a hug and kiss for me and tell her I love her with all my heart! |