Oh, how I know how you feel. Once we had Jack, I longed to have a Jill. I dreamed of dressing her all in pink. She has been with us for 2 months now. She is so sweet. But remember there is more to it than pink bows and cute cloths. Oh boy, that potty training. Getting one already trained would be perfect! Good luck. I am sure you will let us know if one arrives.