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Originally Posted by heather_lathrop just wanted to check in and see how you are doing. I know its so hard to loose someone we love. Please know that you our in our prayers. |
I'm taking each day one day at a time, I try to stay busy and keep my mind active, but when I sit to rest my mind wonders back to her and back to the accident, I can't get that picture of her laying there on the road, I wish I could turn back time and erase all this.
I was just telling another YT member this, but this evening I was sitting in my recliner with a blanket over my legs and Kloey always came and sat on my lap to cuddle in the blanket, she loved to be warm and this evening when I was sitting with the blanket all I could think of is how she used to sit with me.
But I have all her memories stored in my heart and I have thought about putting together a journal of pics and stories of her.
I come to Yt and I feel lost, like I dont know what to do or where to go, I dont really go into the General Diss, it's just weird and I guess it's something I have to deal with.
I don't want to ginx it, but I should be getting my new puppy this saturday. I hope it's not to soon, I know a lot of you told me it may help, and your right, it may, I know it wont take her place, but it will keep my mind busy, and training a new puppy! Yippeee! Potty Training 911!
But I know she will be a joy, and I know she will be very loved.
I told my husband that we will be getting a fence as soon as we can!
I went today to a job interview, it's a temp service, hopefully I can find something till my mom fills the other room. (Private Elderly Care) But until now I just go day by day, today I took the kids to the beach and played at the park, just trying to keep busy.
Hugs!
Missy