I'm sooooo sorry for you and your family. Please don't blame yourself. I know how hard it is to loose a little one but I just want to let you know it will get better. Yes it will take some time but it will get better.
I also had my first Lucy cremated. I think it's a great idea.
Hugs and prayers for me and Lucy Too.....
Crystal
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