Sorry to hear ur having a hard time, giving one up is no option... u will regret it if u do, dont give up hope it will get better... ask someone to take care of them for an hour a day and go and do something that u want to do, take some time out for urself, if u reach boiling point, take 3 deep breaths and count to 10... it will all work out i promise and ull look back at this in a few months and put it down to experience
Good luck!