You must also think of your future, opportunities like this don't fall in your lap every day. I understand how much it hurts to leave one behind. You might even be able to fine someone here on YT who would baby sit for your Anabelle. I can only speak for myself, but I would be more than happy to baby sit... She might like an extended farm vacation.
If you chose to go, it would not be necessary to "give her away"...... just fine a loving soul to take care of her and spoil her while Mommy is working |