I just lost my little Jewel 2 weeks ago too. Although she was ill and we knew she had very little time with us she too was lost due to a seemingly innocent accident. My heart aches for you both for the guilt we put on ourselves is so overwhelming. All the if only's and if just's runs over and over like a bad nightmare. In saying that, all the wonderful, loving people here on Yorkie Talk helped me to realize it was a terrible, terrible accident that couldn't be prevented. That our babies were entrusted to us to care for even for just a short time is truly an honor. I'm sure Muffy taught you more about unconditional love in her too short live then any one else in your entire lifetime. Jewel did. We are better human beings because Jewel shared her life with us.
Bless you for having the strengh to share your love and life with a new baby so soon.
My husband Dan and I just started to talk about possibly finding a new baby too.
I'm crying with you for all of us who has recently been faced with a loss of our Fur Children. I hope you two will share a smile and some laughter soon in memory of your precious Muffy.
Corinne |