It WILL get better, i promise! You will always "miss" them, but the pain will subside. We lost 3 yorkies, 1 in 1997 2nd in 1999 and 3rd in 2003...(they grew up together) for a long time i kept telling myself that i could never love again like i loved them, i guess i just was not ready, if you feel up to it and you want to get another baby than do it, everybody deals with it in their own way. What helped me alot was to talk about it to friends and family that understood how i felt. I will never forget the day we had to have our last yorkie go, my poor husband cried like a baby, he said he never wants to go through that again, but time is a healer, and now we very blessed with 2 beautiful little girls