Thank you all for your responses. Everyone is so kind and supportive.
Besides my little Eli, I have a calico cat (Mia), mix breed (Taco) and two cocker spaniels (Topper & Bindi) Yes, I have a furbaby farm at my house.
We just adopted Bindi about 4 weeks ago and she was a rescue. She is just the sweetest thing. I did look for another yorkie, but also considered another cocker. Bindi is a love, but of course not like my Eli. There was just something special about him.... He was my baby ( I have no children ).
Lately - I do cry alot. I miss him so much. My family and friends were very surprised how strong I have been, but now I think I am grieving more. I have lost my little angel....and it hurts.
again, thanks for letting me share.