Oh honey, I am SOOO very sad for you. I understand what you are going through, I have been in a similiar situation. Please try to not beat yourself up so much. YOU are a good person and loved Milo desparately and did NOTHING to deserve this. This was an accident... I hope that you can find some peace by putting your grief at Jesus's feet. He will help comfort you and help heal your pain. I promise it does get better with time, grief is an unpredictable emotion that can grip us so hard... Please reach out to your family, us YT'rs as we care about you and want to help in anyway... I wish I could give you a hug

and take your pain from you... Milo will always have a special place in your heart and will live with your forever there.. Please know he is in heaven with my Tara & Sugar and they will take care of him... They are God's little furAngel's now... Please know that you are close in thought and I am lifting you up in prayer.... XOXOXO Chel....