I feel your pain greatly. I lost my baby, Merlin just a little over a month ago. I cry still to this day when I think about him. Nothing seems to help. I miss him so much. My family has decided to get two new Yorkies next month. I can only hope that they will help lesson the pain. They can never replace the love I feel for Merlin, but it will be nice to have two new little ones in our home who we will love very much. They already own the family and they have not come home to us yet. Just go with it. Things will slowly return to some sort of order in due time.
