I swear...I think I have that phobia of spiders...I can't spell it. My husband was joking around once...there was a HUGE corn spider that made a web in our yard. HUGE yellow and black thing...
he was acting like gonna push me into it...I just about clawed his eyes out. Reading your post has my heart racing. If one of those things crawled on my I think I would go into cardiac arrest.
I am VERY afraid of big spider...I can handle the little ones.