[Kizzys Mom]

My brother has always loved dogs. nobody really ever talks about theirs much but him. and all of us (including myself) got where it got on our nerves because thats all he talked about almost. He breeds them. He dont breed to make a living just breeds different ones all along and sells a litter here and there, no kennel breeder. But I lost my only daughter, and everyone in my family has a daughter but me now. my two sisters live just up the road from me and see their daughters quiet a lot. So they talk about their daughters. they got on my nerves some times talking about what they were doing or did with their daughters, and I couldnt so i just listened. But when my daughter was living we all did that, so I tried to not let on it bothered me. It wasnt so much gettin on my nerves but it did make it hard sometimes to not be able to talk about what me and my daughter did. but I love all their kids and them. so sometimes I feel they kinda let me talk about kizzy without letting on so much because they know this. they do play with her when they come by and pet her and talk about her some too tho. sometimes I think they just understand she is all I have here with me to talk about now. But imma quit talking so much about her to them. I know how nerve wrecking it can get. we are a very close family. But I'll still talk about her to my hubby. he dont mind cause he loves her too. plus she is new to us and she is just a baby.