i know it is hard i lost magnum last monday, i dont know when you lost peanut, but it does get better, ......i know every night i got upset i am a stay at home mom whose husband is gone M-F and the only time i couldnt really think about was at night, and belive it or not but peanut will be there with you...........magnum came to me twice since he has been gone....i felt one tiny lick late at night while wathcing tv and once in bed i heard his collar tingling............ i still miss him but my husband got me a yorkie for mothers day..so i have been getting along a lot better.............try to find something that you can put your heart in to...something that you love and enjoy and that get keep you busy sometimes and that is not always another dog.......i really like my new pup but i keep comparing him and saying the wrong name.
So do what you feel you should do..........cry all you want they are not just dogs they are our FAMILY..........remeber all the good time
you are in my thoughts.........take care |