Another month of pain Oscarito,
Once again, Mommy is here to tell you how much I miss you and how hard it has been living without you.
I can't write anything without crying my little baby. Why did you have to leave me? my heart is so broken and I can't get over the fact that you are not home with us anymore. Yes, you are here, your ashes are by the headboard, your pictures are everywhere in the house, but I want you here with me!!!I want to pet you and kiss you and tell you how much I love you and that you are my little baby, Chikis is your big brother and my big baby, but you sweetie, you are my little baby and I don't have you here anymore. I know it wasn't up to you to leave us. It was god's will to take you to rainbow bridge, but I miss you a whole lot my sweetie pie. My pain is so deep, I don't know how to describe it.
It has been 6 months and the pain doesn't go away.
Besitos to you papi,
Your Mommy, Daddy, Chiquito and Kiki. |