Thank you all for your kind words. I can't help but be selfish. Deep down I know she's in a better place. But my heart wont let go of the anger and wondering of why this had to happen to her. There were no signs or warnings what so ever. She had gone for a stress test a month before and everything came back fine. I have had deaths in the family. But none as hard as this. I took it very hard when my nana passed but not like this. She was sick and although I wanted her to stay with me forever, I knew she was getting old and very sick. Same thing with my papa.
Tari your story was very touching! Thanks for sharing.
__________________ Monica, Proud mom of Gus who is forever missed! And new mom to Leiloni Gus's Dogster page |