Honey you are not stupid...things happen beyond our control...that's why they are called accidents. You were very quick thinking in giving him mouth to mouth (mouth to muzzle?). I am
certain he is here today because of
your actions. Do not blame yourself for what you should've, could've, wished you'd done....though that's easier said than done. Wishing him a full, speedy recovery. Blessings and prayers sent for you both from
over the pond 