well i think i might be starting my leave fri. had a breakdown when i got home. my jerks of bosses are treating me like a phycotic(sp) person that can snap at any moment. They are not allowing me to go into the field with my officemate/friend nor do they want me near a state car. They are even walking by amy and mine's office and will walk as far away as they can from our office and then go back to normal after they pass. What are the scared they are going to catch my mental issues. IDIOTS
Please say prayers for me, at this point I don't see anything but moose the live for. She is my lifesaver. I know I will get better and it will take time and there are other people on yt that are having a worse time than me but I see them as strong and fighters.....at this point I don't see that in myself.