Everyone here says how strong you are,but I bet you feel over whelmed now,the choice you had to make is one that I pray you will feel ok about after you are healed of the cancer,and I am also pleased that you have only recieved positive opinions,its about time that we take into concederation your feeling and not voice others attitudes at this time in your life trials,my only prayer is for you to get well,enjoy your family,and not have any bad feelings for making the right choice,many people loose twins,as long as you have life and your loving family,getting rid of the cancer,then all is well,what more can you ask for