Oh Courtney,
No matter which decision you had made there would have been what if's. Please do not waste your time and energy on them. Know that you have done what you have to do for your family and yourself. There is nothing selfish about choosing to do the best for your five children. May God bless you each day with the stregnth that you will need to fight this disease. I will remember you in my prayers every single day. Your YT family is here for you. I wish I lived closer to do more. Please know that you have touched my heart and I will be hoping that all goes well. |