Today i write to you all because i've lost a ten year online friend ,I feel so sad .The funny thing is he was a real love of mine not in a romantic way or anything like that in a healing way a true friend way ,always there always able to keep me hopeful and always in the realm of REAL"he was one of the most spiritual people i ever knew so im not sad or worried about his well being now that he has died I just feel sad ,and need a place to vent ,hope ya dont mind , His name was Robert ,he died on Tuesday he was 57 yrs old died of COPD ..was a recovering alcholic .Always that his liver damage would kill him not his smoking .When i got sick last year he lead weekly circles of light meetings in my behalf ,I was so sick he thought only of others , he would email me not daily or weekly even just now and again to ask me if i was still here ..we would laugh yet each knew it may be one day soon that one would no longer say yes im still here , well who knew ..it would be him . I feel so blessed by knowing this person we talked on the phone only once and it was enough to make it real for me . In my heart I know love is eternal because Ive had many losses in my life of the physical form .But my heart also knows what breaking feels like and for today mine feels those pangs .. Thank you for listening and know online friendships do matter ..in lovenlight Deb
