and I haven't even left yet.
My cousin is getting married in Vegas this weekend and I have debated if I should take Gus with us. I've taken him to weddings before. But I can't take him with me this time,,, or can I? No I can't. I know he'll be unhappy with me leaving him but I know he'd be even more unhappy in a smoky, noisy, casino. I'm starting to stress about it and we haven't even left yet. My mother in law is coming to baby sit and I know Gus loves when she comes over because grandma gives him lots of treats. But I can't help but worry. My husband used to make fun of me but he sees how stressed out we both get and he said he doesn't mind if I take Gus with us. I was willing to take him to the wedding and walk the strip and not gamble so I can stay with him in the room with him but I really want to play while I'm there. My cousins will all be there and it's not very often I get to see them let alone party with them. I know I'm so bad, but I was the same way with my kids when they were small. As they grew up it was eaier to leave them behind. Mamma needs some time to herself once in a while but I'm just having a hard time with this.