[Barbarita38]

I wish all my babies loved just me. I have 4 and they seem to have picked the one they love no matter what. My first little girl belongs to me and she loves me to pieces. But when she see's my ex husband...it's almost as dark clouds cleared, the sun is smiling and the flowers just sprouted. She smiles and smiles. It's a good thing we seperated on friendly terms or I'd have a problem. Nory is my 3rd and she has chosen my mom. She is her shadow. She's a little timid and shy...i think she's spiritual...like my mom. Lulu and Nicolas without a doubt are mine ....mind and soul. Lulu is my 2nd, Lily's daughter. whereever I go she goes. Her place is next to me wherever I am and the others don't seem to mind except for Nicolas. Nic is my only boy and my 4th addition. Totally jealous. I can't play with the girls without him jumping in my face. The only one that keeps him in his place is Lily. She's the oldest and the leader of my pack. i love them all, they are each individual personlaties.
All are special and I cry sometimes because I want them to know that I love them all equally and I dont know how people with children handle loving more than one child.