[Tashasmom]

Well Brody's made it another full day. He is still eating and still full of energy ..well as full as a newborn can be..he is only 3 days old. He goes for the bottle like crazy. He is still going to the bathroom..that makes me feel alot better. I do wish he wasn't so skinny but i noticed this evening that he is starting to get a little round tummy..not much but it's a start. He loves to cuddle in my hand now..since i'm mommy when i'm holding him he sleeps after his bottle..the minute i put him down he is crawling everywhere wide awake. I wish you guys could see him. He is such a doll and so tiny. Tiny or not I bet he ends up top dog here lol..
I am hopelessly in love. I wanted to thank you all for keeping my spirits up. I have to say it's been hard. I am not one to cry (don't even like cry babies lol) but I have to say..i've broke down alot..and I have to agree with oscar..it's cause i'm so dang tired..it's been awhile since i've done the all night thing lol..now I know why I don't want anymore human babies lol..
Doing this I have a feeling will be one of the hardest things I have done cause I don't know the outcome..but regardless of whether he makes it or not at least I know I did all I could and god had other plans for him.
I called the vet and spoke to the older one..course he thought I should put him down. So monday I have a vet appt with the other vet.(he is the only one I will see) and I am hoping he will help me. I wish I could of talked to him on the phone but he isn't the one that does emergencies the other one does. So I hope like heck that he can eat from the bottle til monday so they can show me how to tube feed in case that has to be done.
I wanted to ask something though..my other mama tasha lets him nurse. I know he isn't getting anything from her but is it o.k. to let him do this? She only does this about 3 times a day..but he really enjoys it. So should I let him or not?