[LordRanger]

I know what you mean about being haunted with seeing her suffer. My little guy asphyxiated over a period of about 72 hours; no sleep. What a feeling of helplessness. Those eyes.

You were lucky in that you got to be there and hold her, and that you were able to cut that suffering short. Those last several hours could have been done without. As far as being haunted with making that decision, you were going to be haunted either way. Darned if you do, danged if you don't.