[desertangel]

My sweet little girl was returned to the heavens March 9, 2022. I will miss her every day for the rest of my life. Thank you for being you Miss Jessie and for the years of endless love and devotion. You were everything to me.

She was 15 years and 5 months. She gave me the happiest days of my life. My life which is forever changed because of her love and caring.

It was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, to hold her until her last breath. Unfortunately, it haunts me right now. But what haunts me even more was the short period of time in which she was truly suffering. That period of time that it took for me to come to grips with the fact that I was going to have to make the gut wrenching decision to let her physical body go, forever. I never cried so hard in my life.

How does one move on from this heart shattering experience?