Your story about little Cookie broke my heart. I'm so sorry. We understand what you are going through so know there is caring and support for you here. Time and grace will heal you one day. Take all the time you need to grieve your baby. It's a terrible loss and you never forget. One day hopefully your heart can accept the joy of another little one needing all your love very badly.
__________________ Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |