Such an awful tragedy but probably an emergency vet couldn't have saved him either if he'd lost use of his hand legs. He left you in the more peaceful atmosphere of is home than a veterinary hospital would have been for his passing so try not to beat yourself up. But he'd done his time here and likely needed the rest and respite of endless, always happy play time at Rainbow Bridge. You'll meet again one day and until then, there's no doubt whatsoever that your grief will be severe, the sorrow wrenching but time helps some and you'll always have little Winston forever there in his spot in your heart. Little Winston will never leave your heart.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |