When I first saw your post this morning, I immediately started a reply...but I restrained myself since I wanted to respect your wish for some space. I am a "newer" member, but spent much time visiting YT before I began posting myself. During my time becoming acquainted with the site, I partly decided to take the plunge due to many of the kind, empathetic and informative posts you shared.
My husband and I are at the stage of life where we had to give serious consideration to bringing our last two puppies into our home. We are retired, and have lots of time to share with our boys...but we have a slower lifestyle as time goes on. We have made plans if the time comes when we cannot offer them the life they deserve, but I do not know if I can truly be as brave, and loving as you if that time does arrive. If it does, I will aspire to be as selfless and compassionate as you.
It breaks my heart, and brings me to tears, to know the pain your decision has brought you. Please be comforted to know that there are many, many here on YT who have benefited from your wisdom over the years, and who wish you nothing but healing and peace. |