Sweet ladies, all who've replied, give me some time. Eyes blurry from tears from reading your amazing, supportive posts. I feel so worthless, guilty, worried sick about Tibbe, love, miss him so, never expected this support, only scorn for fostering my baby. But he deserves the best life he can have. Little Tibbe's the best baby boy that ever was. Ya'll's support posts are totally unexpected but should have known what a precious bunch every one of you are. I don't deserve your kindness, apologize for my curt, rude tone of my DM to lovely Veronica. She's a treasure, special. Truly loves dogs and people! All I can say is I was in a bad, bad place after seeing my Tibbe and the donations part, posting he needed dental when they knew his yearly dental was due. No excuses but thankfully I've got to think little Tibbe is better off. I've got to believe that or I'll go crazy.
Got to close but soon will be back on and answer each of your special post. I apologize for everything.
__________________  Jeanie and Tibbe One must do the best one can. You may get some marks for a very imperfect answer: you will certainly get none for leaving the question alone. C. S. Lewis |