DM I logged on to send Veronica to apologize for appalling behavior. Apologize for you all having to see me like this:
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Originally Posted by ChibiLuv I don’t know what to say. I’m so sorry. I’m glad it sounds like he’s in a happy home. I honestly didn’t think it could be him but he’s the only dog I’ve met named Tibbe. I wish you would have reached out though. I would have been happy to help. He was still my favorite foster/ house guest ever. I understand though. I’m here for you if you need anything. When your ready. Hugs  |
Oh, Veronica, I logged on to YT to publish a public apology to you for my rudeness. You had no idea, acted out of interest, concern. I haven't slept for a while, am tired, bitter and every fiber in my being wants Tibbe back. Foster mom offered to send pix and I asked her to give it a while, couldn't bear seeing him elsewhere, even though he's getting his daily needs, fun, social life, met.
I clicked on that link, saw my sweet, precious boy's picture and just lost it, worse than I ever have since he's been gone. I told foster mom he was due his dental end of August, same time he has it every year & his foster mom said not to worry, she'd take care of all his needs, vetting. I always fully funded vetting, needs of every dog I took or fostered back in the day when I did it, for years, didn't know it was done any differently now. Looked like they were waiting for donations or something. I want him back so badly anyway, saw that, just got so angry, frustrated, sad, lonelier than ever. He's the love of my life and I'm getting him back if foster mom waiting on donations for that baby's vet care. Course maybe they want to allow him to settle in better B4 they put him through all that, got to think rationally.
Got to wait until I cool down to call her. Am not really sane as I should be on him right now and I can't keep acting like a rude, thoughtless wingnut.
Don't you feel a whit bad, YOU did
nothing wrong. Made me realize it was time to tell YT Tibbe was gone no matter how it hurt. Had to post that thread and get off site, settle down or I would have apologized to you immediately. I know I can't care for him the way he deserves, foster mom and family can. I know they will.
Veronica, you are a precious soul. I love you for your loving, caring ways. Thank you for being an unbelievable friend, there for me even when I don't deserve it. And when you kept Tibbe, when I was so weak I couldn't trust myself to drive across town and back to your house, you brought Tibbe to the groomer near me so all I had to do was be upright a short while when he was ready to leave there. It meant the world. I'll owe you always for all those things.
And Matese, Joan, God bless you for your sweet, loving support. Ya'll have made me cry again but it's for a very, very different reason. Am SO sorry, Veronica, can't say that often enough. You are super, lady, truly super. Love you, Jeanie